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exams exams exams..//Thursday, April 28, 2005//8:29 PM

Haiz.. exams exams exams.. coming le.. haiz.. so fast.. it's tml le.. my 1st paper.. hahas.. but i'm still online.. keke.. yupx.. studying soon le lar.. later.. after updating my blog.. keke..
29 apr => EL paper 1 & 2
3 may => S.S and Math 1
4 may => Phy 2
5 may => DnT
6 may => MT paper 1 & 2
9 may => Geo and Math 2
10 may =>Bio 1
11 may =>MT listening and Bio 4
12 may => CME and MT oral
13 may => EL oral
hahas.. my timetable.. lolx.. sian 1/2 leh.. scary sia.. haha.. super crazy 2day wor.. my exam craziness is back!! haha.. luff super lot.. eat super lot.. hmmm.. juz tt i'm trying to destress bah.. lolx.. I"M GETTING CRAZY!! lolx.. nvm.. cos it's normal 4 mi wor.. haha.. ok lar.. wan go read up a little le.. keke.. all e best 4 myself!! :)


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4E2 rocks!!//Thursday, April 21, 2005//10:45 PM

Keke.. cool man.. 4E2 rox!!! lolx.. wad a memorable for us.. keke.. 1st time.. haha.. 4e2 got so united wor.. keke.. whole class super unhappy wit humid.. haha.. went for peaceful riot.. haha.. totally rebellious lor.. keke.. Edmund, Rinna, ZiHui, HweeLi super steady lor.. went in to "talk" to humid.. shoot him still he got nothing to say.. haha.. felt so shiok.. keke.. haben another round of "talking" tml.. wonder wad will happen.. lolx.. 4e2 simply rox bah.. keke.. will remember 2dae de.. haha..


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feeling out..//Wednesday, April 20, 2005//4:01 PM

Haiz.. NOT GOOD NOT GOOD NOT GOOD.. not good at all.. not feelin very good dis few days.. mentally and physically unwell.. sick.. weird feeling.. feeling super unwell.. but dunno whr not ok.. whole body very uncomfortable.. i tink i gonna die soon le bah.. keep tell myself tis every night b4 i 4 aslp "wish tt i could go to slp and nv wake up again".. but still get to wake up every morning.. haiz.. dun wanna wake up.. juz hope tt i can slp thru my whole life.. felt kinda left out recently.. is not tt they left mi out.. but it's mi who is trying to run away frm dem.. i feel tt i wan to be alone.. but.. wen i'm alone.. i felt left out.. i dunno y i'm lik tt.. recently reading a book "the boy who ate stars".. quite a nice book.. it's abt autistic child.. i feel like one.. in my own planet.. dun wish to communicate with ppl.. nobody understands wad i feel.. sometimes not even myself.. things are bottling up.. but i juz dun wanna share.. always got e urge to cry.. but.. juz cant cry.. dunno y.. my life is full of question marks.. ????????????????????????? felt very bad.. awkard feeling.. and i dun lik tis!! wearing mask everyday.. i might look ok everyday but even myself dun noe wads happening inside.. dun ask mi anything.. cos i dunno e ans.. juz leave my alone.. i tink i'll be fine after awhile bah..


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A day tt will always be in my heart..//Saturday, April 16, 2005//7:35 PM

Haiz.. 16th Apr 2005.. a very memorable day.. had our performace at hougang area.. matthew brought his eupho 4 mi to play.. use tt 4 my performace.. but mi juz wanna say.. i din really did very well lor.. juz dunno y.. find tt wadever i do is wrong 2dae.. haiz.. 2dae is mr sim's last day wor.. felt so sad.. y r things always lik tt.. dun really lik him when i 1st met him.. keep thinking tt mr chionh is better den him.. din really wanna my mindset.. however things started changing.. wad he did really is really appreciated.. he changed alot.. and changed us alot.. our band really improved alot wor.. really wanna say a big thank you to him.. we'll be getting a new conductor soon.. wonder who's he.. will e bandsmen treat e new conductor juz lik how they treated my sim? haiz.. my batch arz.. gone thru 3 different conductor wor.. 1st is mr chiong.. 2nd is mr sim.. 3rd... dunno who.. i tink my batch is e only batch tt has so much experience lor.. count ourself lucky or wad leh.. haha.. band stuff gonna stop 4 awhile le.. my mid-yr comin le.. start on 29 apr le.. gonna prepare 4 my war le.. hahas.. work hard.. muz proof to my parents tt band dosen affect my studies.. hehe.. gtg le.. goin downstairs buy stuff 4 shu wen.. keke..


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Disappointed disappointed disappointed//Tuesday, April 12, 2005//10:31 AM

Haiz.. our big day ytd.. our SYF.. did quite ok.. tot tt we might achieve a silver.. waited 4 e result anxiously.. silvers, golds and gold with honor are appearing.. no COPs.. dis shows tt e judging wasnt tt strict bah.. saw mr chionh.. really missed him alot.. but din get to tok to him.. BAND 26.. bedok town secondary school.. BRONZE.. upon hearing dis.. felt super sad and disappointed.. ppl started crying.. but i din.. trying all my best to hold back my tears.. i might look very claim bah.. my heart was crying.. i'm feeling something i had nv felt b4 lor.. didnt feel lik toking.. all i wan is silent.. i juz wan to be alone.. on our journey back everyone was quiet.. we all had done our best le.. but.. e sad and disappointed feeling is still thr lor.. BroadDrick got a silver.. FTP got a silver too.. and we got a bronze.. after dismissal.. i called yongming.. cried when i hear his voice.. i've disappointed him.. however claimed i din cry.. den reply jesica and qinyi's msg.. cried again.. i juz cant control myself.. walked home wit SengTat and WeiDa.. kept quiet all e way.. Weida gotta rush home so din walk with mi and ST.. ST send mi home.. didnt feel lik toking.. totally switch myself to silent mode.. he ask mi to cry out.. totally burst out.. really cant take it anymore.. after everything.. i said i'm ok and promise not to cry le.. but.. i broke my promise.. i started crying when i reach home.. i juz cant control myself.. juz hoped tt i can get it over soon.. din went to sch 2day.. juz dun wanna go back.. no mood.. haiz.. ate alot 4 bfast.. 9 pieces of bread and a cup of milo.. under depression.. haiz..

Dear Seniors of BTMB..
We really disappointed u all le.. we din met our target.. we din get a silver.. we got a bronze.. but.. we had already done our best le.. but.. really really very sorry..


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My New Skin!!//Sunday, April 10, 2005//1:29 PM

Keke.. 3 weeks plus din blog le.. haha.. hardly "touch' e com nowadays.. busy busy.. haha.. finish change my blog skin le.. yippy.. very cute hor? so ke ai.. lolx.. but abit childish.. but i still lik it alot.. haha.. busy busy busy.. haha.. busy with sch work and band.. staying back everyday after sch.. reach home ard 7 everyday.. haha.. SYF.. tml le wor.. 11th apr.. haha.. scared and worried.. haha.. our big day.. went Singapore Conference Hall ytd.. 4 rehersal.. overall quite ok lor.. haiz.. but i super unhappy wit mr sim.. cos.. he dun let us wear blazer.. cos crazy lor.. gotta wear vest.. so ugly and weird lor.. haiz.. wad to do.. he big shot wad.. i unhappy oso no use.. aiya.. bochap le lar.. keke.. love my new skin!! but my previous de oso not tt bad wor.. haha.. wan go slack on bed le.. keke.. lazy mi.. keke..


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